The highly anticipated final book in the Harry Potter series comes out tonight at midnight. Yeah, technically, I could go brave the crowd at Meijer (or whereever) and be one of the first ones to get ahold of it. As exciting as that sounds, it would just be taunting myself. I would absolutely love to stay up all night and read it. But, that would make for a tough day tomorrow. I have to go to an all day birthday party for hubby's grandpa who is turning 80. Gawd, I wish it was one of the 'regular' events with the people we see all the time so I could just not go. Not just for the sake of the silly book, but because I could really use a day completely to myself. Between birthday parties, weddings, baby showers, family vacations, and whatever else, I'm just so drained. It always leads me to feeling sorry for myself. I love the inlaws. But, that's what they are is inlaws. I get depressed that I don't have my own family. And I am 28 years old and don't have kids and I have to wait until I'm 29 before I can even start trying again. I can't seem to get ahold of my half-sister. I talk to my aunt about twice a year. Those are two 'families' that I'm 'related' to. But let's face it, I'm not exactly a golden branch on anybody's family tree. If I were them, I probably wouldn't make any extra effort to talk to me either.
Sorry to the readers who say I only complain and bitch in my blog. Yeah, that's what I'm doing today. At least I didn't crosspost this one to Myspace.
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