- Rant

I'm sitting here in the middle of the night, can't sleep, just thinking about life in general. I can't help but think of what has been said to me more than once about the way people see my life through rose colored glasses. But, I'll tell you something... I'd trade it without a second thought if could have what you do.

Resent me because I haven't had to work in the last couple years. Take a moment to remember that I made a brave attempt to find myself in those couple years, but I've lost more than I've found. The only one person who ever loved me unconditionally is in a box on top of my desk hutch. Ever think that you were born in the wrong time and place?

So like everyone else, I'm trying to make the best out of life. Looking for work has proven to be a bitch of a task. Ain't it great to be living in the one state in the union that is losing jobs? Yeah, I could go on for days about the things I hate about Michigan, but that one is just reality. I read in the newspaper that job recruiters are coming from Wyoming and other states to try to hire people from MI that can't find jobs here. In every interview I go on, I'm trying to sell myself over the 30 other people applying for whatever crumby position I'm trying to acquire. Social and sales skills are not my strong points.



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