I'm back where I started, yet it's all changed. When you leave people, places, and things behind, they tend to change while you're gone. I talked to a guy I worked with just over a year ago and so much has changed there that it would be depressing to go back. Friends that used to be available to hang all the time are busier now. Did I really expect them not to find other things to do while I was gone? I don't know. When I left, I had no intention of returning other than to visit.
Being up in a county that I don't know very well makes me feel like I'm still 500 miles away and trying to find my way - not to mention trying to find myself... will I eventually find myself back where I started in the first place? Who knows? Perhaps I'm not even findable... or maybe I'm just not ready to be found...